cold,hard,shiny plastic

Mian hamnida

2011-12-12T01:58:00.001+08:00

Im sorry ive neglected U for almost a year...But ill be back quite soon to update U...

LIKE US

2011-02-02T22:43:00.001+08:00

Search for Syaza Qistina and Aqif Syahmirza

OMG!!

2011-01-28T13:21:00.001+08:00

ive been neglecting you for almost a year ALREADY!!!!!!!!will update u more,Gwen!!

Happy 1st b'day AQIF

2010-04-02T11:56:00.003+08:00

i know this came late but better be late than never..

Thanks Allah for his existence and may u grow to be a good and humble person..and live life to the fullest..

his bday cupcakes

mentel..

adik takuttt!!

2010-02-08T21:05:00.001+08:00

caught him crawling away damn fast from the hamsters on video…such a cute and giggly sight..will upload soon…

too busy

2010-02-04T21:27:00.001+08:00

i know i’ve been neglecting my blog…and no recent updates..

well actually,alot of events ive missed out posting here…haizz..and handling 2 kids,is definitely not an easy job…but im still grateful and happy for what He has given to us..

and a quick shout out to my Rinah,HAPPY BELATED ~~21st~~ BIRTHDAY!and pls plan a dinner for us gals to gather quickly!huhu!!

never take for granted

2010-01-21T18:54:00.002+08:00

watching this movie over and over again never bores me,but it never fails to make my eyes wet..
giving surprises to ur loved one after u died really needs good planning and timing..but it can totally make u lose ur mind thinking whether is he really dead or not when receiving the unexpected gifts and even know what ur really thinking at that time...

straight to the point,appreciate ur loved one when they r still alive and enjoy every fight,happiness,sadness,frustration n etc..

cold,hard,shiny plastic: CD to 2010

2010-01-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

cold,hard,shiny plastic: CD to 2010

CD to 2010

2010-01-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

celebrated NYE with 2 of my bestest GFs and their spouses n child @ Riverview Hotel
even tho the room was small,we had fun gossiping and catching up on our daily lives.played UNO...lol

went to Sentosa for the kids to swim n Underwater World...one word...AAAAAAWESOME

Syaza Qistina & Aqif Syahmirza

the crazy people

UNOoooo

cheers to SISTERHOOD

us and the jellyfishes!

#more pics at facebook and multiply

new...

2009-12-30T16:16:00.004+08:00

been keeping the long locks for 3 years..and now its been giving me probs like splitends,wasting time to comb it..and now....chop chop chop

TADAAAA

shorter and neater....but hubby say should cut shorter loorrrr...

proud?not!

2009-12-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

well,again..im not gonna mention any names here..since my blog is no longer private..better to blog it out and not mention names,cause in another way it's FUN!lol...

here it goes:-

a 'very close friend' told me this...there is this specific person in his/her circle of friends,is so proud of boasting abt her/his sex life..she/he is so proud that everytime he/she got laid,she/he will announce it to the whole wide world....and this gal/guy got laid with another sex mate...the sex mate was not AROUSED at all!!so this gal/guy asked sex mate,y r u not aroused at all??so sex mate replied,i think i still love my gf/bf..thats y i dont have the mood.

the next day,this gal/guy told everyone abt her/his bad 'unhappening' night.till sex mate knows abt it..and confronted her/him and said, u better stop all this rumours if not ill tell everybody that U R A MAJOR TURN OFF and BORING,and no one will ever wanna FUCK U!

upon hearing this,i just wanted to roll over the floor and laugh siak!!i mean,who will boast abt thier bad 'unhappening' nights when the problem is THEM!!ishk...i better put my face in the toilet seat if i were them!!!disgusting,filthy,shameless and inexperienced mother fuckers!

if u wanna be so cheap,go be a gigolo/prostitute at geylang or anywhere u can find customers lah

and if u happen to read this,and u think it is u...u r so welcome to delete me and my friend from FB,ok??fyi,u and bf/gf are so perfect for each other!

lose that fats..

2009-12-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

everyday is a criticising day for me from my boss n colleague..i dont mind at all...cos we are very open minded people and i who accepts criticisings openly and with a wide smile...

with them criticising my 'big' tummy...which is always an opening line for us to laugh at...i think it's time to lose that baby fats...OMG!!!!!

ok,first of all,ive stopped eating dinner...with me eating breakfast n lunch only *surprisingly for me*,ive stopped dinner for nearly a month now...next step:EXERCISE!!...my god....climbing four storeys of stairs is not enough meh?????????buey tahan...any personal trainers ard to guide me???lol...and lastly...TONE UP...da exercise takan nak tunjuk yg gelebeh kan???lol...tone up that fats to mini muscles...hehhe...

help me god to help me lose weight..cos Rin is back to her original hawt bod...*envy*

Coach For Sale

2009-11-22T17:25:00.002+08:00

Email me for Prices
Both Are Original and have Authenticity Card
Still Brand New (Unused)
Available Now...

8 mths this 25th

2009-11-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

he is my alarm clock every morning...

the moment he's up,he'll crawl to me and make funny noises just to wake me up

since he can't use the walker,he's been trying to hold on anything to stand up..he's so determined that he'll stand and make an attempt to walk abit

even though eventually,he'll fall,he'll cry abit and move on with his 'walking'

every morning to anna's place,he'll stare at the door waiting for anna's mum to open door..upon seeing her,he let out a mentel n big smile...so cute...

and when seeing anybody's eating,he'll start swallowing his saliva and stare at the food...but i feel so pity for him at times and just let him try...except sweet n spicy food...
simply said,he's growing too fast,till i cant catch up chasing him when he's crawling at the wrong direction...

and this dear daughter of mine is starting school (childcare)in dec 09...in Iyad jurg east

and simply said,she just cant wait to be in school...cried when leaving the school..so impatient..

and never ending disturbing lil bro...

good at answering back...simply a blood sucker..hahhaa

friendly and super talkative..she only shut up when she's asleep..

p.s:i love them both dearly and they r the reason for me to breath...

keming pri sch rocks!!

2009-11-06T17:01:00.004+08:00

i wanna say a biigggg thank uuu to a teacher at the above mentioned school and i think her name is shareen,by returning my hp which i accidentally dropped in a taxi which she took after my alighting.

this happened on 5.11.09,845am,otw to toh guan to send kids by taxi,which i booked and fortunately i remembered the cab plate number...fidgetting with hp,and threw it one side*how dumb can i be!*

as usual,hp to listen to music,and hands finding itself,molesting inside my bag...and hp not in sight...baik2 nak naik bus g keje..trus naik cab g keje...

reached werkplace,called own hp....*ringing* thank god!and a gal answered,saying that she found my hp..and she's in keming pri..so i assumed that she's a student la,money and pen and paper prepared to reward her when i meet her...for her HONESTY!!so i tried mid day,hp still on..thank god..planned to meet at shop n save

4pm...called own hp again...ringing...no answer...mcm nak kene buih je!!
420pm..no answer,only my boss saw my kanchiong ness
435pm...called again,finally answered,saying that she is still in school and meeting her now to claim back dear hp

finally,met an adult and said,is this ur hp after looking at my wall picture..i said excitedly...yeah...ten q so much..!!!and btw how old r u??*of all questions*..replying,26....ooo...same as me..kononye..i said...so reward burned ar!!!!!cikgu seh!!hahaa....

aniwae,ten q sooo much if not terkopak lagik kene belik hp eh anna!!hahaa

and she is so sensitive lor

2009-11-06T16:47:00.002+08:00

ok...first of all...i wanna say that im very open to critics,complaints and everything negative,and im very sure i can handle them well unlike some other people..

it all started with me..taking part in polls abt my friends in fb...and it's so random...suddenly her name appears,'wati hampton'....well she is one of my friends in secondary school..and recently people have been talking abt her being emo abt her life,work and etc...and most of my school friends didnt add her because of her emo-ness and irritating-ness postings being suicidal..i mean..who does that now unless ur still 14..???but what the fuck..i keep reading her status and sometimes advising her abt life....

and back to the poll...suddenly she just replied,'y a poll abt me?'..i was like 'ape siak deknie,org takle poll pe pasal die??'..so i just put this in my status right after her reply,'kalo org takle buat poll pasal sape2,lebih baik kau delete acct and picit DEActivate suah!!'

biasela,all the minahs n makciks kepossss reply..la..u know who u r...i was totally pissed off with her this time...asal eh org takle buat poll pasal kau??kau mane nye hot stuff seh!!!!merepek seh perangai,and of cos, she who replied to my status,said that she was jus kidding..part2 nie aku mmg sensitive..i was like trying to hint at her how she actually behaves la by saying that..

to our surprise...die betul2 tutup acct dooohhh....hahahaa...mepek pe!!!!!but what ever it is...

dear beloved friends,now we dont have to read or see her irritating statuses being suicidal and whatever fuckla!!!just tell her to screw herself,doohhh!!!

resemblance

2009-11-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

me and son

Quick Update

2009-06-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

May 2009

2009-05-20T18:34:00.002+08:00

it feels..

2009-05-01T15:02:00.002+08:00

what does it feels to be a mother of 2 kids?

well..i feel complete....especially when i have a boy and a gal,and they are the most beautiful children that i could ever have..(of cos my genes + hubby's = CUTE,HANDSOME & GORGEOUS la..haha)

well,reminiscing the time when i had Syaza,it was really really tedious cos i have to wake up in the middle of the night every 2 or 3 hours,cos she needs to feed..but now,i was able to cope with Aqif..but he is more into breastfeeding,even finishing his formula..he still wants his 'breasts'...haizz...and what they say about baby boys are so true cos they are ALWAYS hungry..but never mind,ill be able to slim down faster..hehe..and ive lost 8kg now..and still losing..

since Syaza knows that she has a baby brother,she'll always kiss him..now & then..which can irritates him at times..haha..and now she is learning the meaning of 'sharing'..but she can be tempremental at times and ignores me and hubby's scoldings..

and the next & last one will come in 3 yrs time..Insya Allah..since mine is caesarian,i can only give birth 3 times..cos doc says thats the limit for caeser patients...but i want 5!!!

Aqif Syahmirza

2009-04-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

2 weeks offline n more weeks to boredom

2009-03-04T15:48:00.003+08:00

first of all...i miss blogging abt everything!!!!

n downloading pics of course....haizzzz...

due to over downloading of psp games ...damaged to modem done by hubby...*who else?*atau modem mmg nak rosak...

since no internet at home...ive been a gd housewife *as if*...spring cleaning ...yeay...to welcome a new member in the family to arrive verry verryy ssoonnn...make more wardrobe space for baby's clothes...n we're still undecisive of baby's name...hmm...

well..the last time i went to K.k for my checkup which was on 19.02.09..doc says baby's head is still on top..and by 19.03.09..my next checkup, and he still doesnt want to turn his head down...no choice but caesarian...

speaking abt names..went to visit hubby's cousin who just gave birth to another baby boy...name aniq mirza..hmmm...baru nak amik name mirza...org da amik pulak...but nvm...see how..baby was cute,and i realllyy can't wait to see mine......and baby been kicking very nastily every night ard 1am till 3am ok..*lapar la tu*

then i will really have no time to surf the net...busy busy ....

will update n upload more pics soon...

hapi engagement dear gf

2009-02-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

to karmila,

may ur engagement last till marriage,Insya allah...

be patient with all the unexpectactions to come...

and last of all...u really look gorgeous....

from all of us .....

11.02.09

2009-02-11T16:02:00.004+08:00

she insists of taking a picture when wearing the tiara..

but i managed to...

with her unwilling look..

while me at 28 weeks..8 more weeks to go..

cos i decided to go for ceasarian again this time...hehe

prank call?

2009-02-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

it was abt 6.30pm yesterday..hubby was busy downloading psp games n making jelly..

the home phone rang..usually it's MIL who will call..but since she's home..it must be one of my gfs..

the conversation started;-

caller:hello...

me:hello...

caller:im calling from HDB,calling to tell that u have outstanding payments for your house..(in a singlish n a very nyonya2 jual sayur accent)

me:huh???(is this a prank call?cause she doesn't even mention anybody's name(s)?)

caller:you have outstanding balance of $1000 plus for your house which u haven't pay

me:huh??y should i even pay?cos every mth's payment is being deducted from my husband's CPF

caller:but u pay half cpf n half cash right?

me:no!!!ever since the very first day i buy this house,I never pay cash..half from my cpf and half from my husband..only october last year..my husband signed a form indicating to deduct the full amount from my husband's cpf,and the form i took was from bukit batok hdb branch

then hubby decided to take over talking to that nyonya!

hubby was good at debating..and arguing..haha..really..he even threatened that bitch to send an email saying they are really overlooking into our matter this time..

i mean,don't they read our file thoroughly before making any statements?i do have alot to complain abt them actually..

1st,they don't say who they wanna talk to in the first place they call

2nd,the woman really talked like selling vegetables in the market,singlish ok..really unprofessional(even though employers were always looking for chinese speaking,see what happens now?)

3rd,they just shoot what they wanna say..half cpf,half cash???r u kidding me???we never forked out a cent paying the monthly payments

4th,when being interogated by hubby,then she say it's her staff''s fault for all this..

5th,expects us to go over to the branch n see her n settle all this once and for all(if we do go there,im gonna throw my cpf statement at her face..and we will not entertain this kind of shit by coming up and down to the branch..waste time & waste my energy..cos i cant be bothered to walk there n wait there)

so,to all those who decided to buy a house..pls read carefully n thoroughly the agreements & letters that they prepare for u..

im still not happy with that bitch!

Syaza's Vocal training

2009-02-11T11:47:00.003+08:00

well,she started singing since 1...but she's only 3 this year...

what more can i say..she'll just intrude anyone's karaoke moments..

since this year,they are looking for 2009 ANUgerah winner...look no further ...haha

my wishlist

2009-02-08T16:25:00.002+08:00

browsing thru this multiply site and saw this!

one of these has been added to my wishlist..haizz...gorgeous leh..

kate spade diaper bag...hehe....

price....$200 plus only...haiyoh...

anyone wanna throw me a baby shower???plsssss.......*muker tak malu*

Rinah's 24th 01.02.09

2009-02-03T13:49:00.005+08:00

janji kul 5 kat j.e mrt...msg2...sekali member baru bgn...darah gua naik babe!!

aku aderla kelam kabut siap..taknak lambay nye pasal...at last tunggu gak..lambat sgt kene tinggal,jumpe anna n fazilah at city hall dulu...

azri called and asked what time to reach cafe cartel..since lyn was so late,told him to come ard 7..if rinah asked abt lyn..jus tell her white lies la..

the moment she saw us..she was so shocked & really didn't expect to see us...

priceless look...really...hahaa..

lyn reached like 30 mins later with bday cake..lagik tekojot muker die!

didnt really enjoy dinner but rinah's pasta was so nice..n desert was really disappointing..

cutting cake session was at marina's tepi tangga..haha..

fun n enjoying nite..even tho it was simple n sweet..

and once again happy birthday rinah!

suker surprise?

w/o lyn

make wish dulu

disgusting pig

die pun nak buat ape mummy buat

Syaza

well behaved for the day

da lambat lagik ble senyum eh?

the bimbo of the day n bday gal

happy bday gf!

bz la nyah

fat

posers

lain kali tidola sampai tak bgn k...

enthusiasm

dier pun sexcited bini dpt present

suker??

fish spa-31.01.09

2009-02-03T13:15:00.004+08:00

trying new things was always hard for me...like trying new food,funrides & etc..

and i never liked touching animals...really!!from hamsters to snakes and fishes..

i dont know their specific names but i know they eat the dead skin on any parts of our bodies..and this time round,i 'sacrificed' my legs..

so i asked the aunty who tended the spa ..is it painful?

she replied,no la..no pain but ticklish n u can feel like its vibrating..

for me,i can resist pain..ticklish..it depends..cos every pedicure that i went,the moment they scrub my feet,i'll end up laughing out loud

k back to the fishes..the moment i sat,the fishes started to accumulate infront of me..blm letak kaki...so i slowly raised my legs but cant put them into the water...i was really 10000x scared..

but i finally to put them inside like after 3 mins after being consoled by the aunty..haha..Syaza pun takut..

i closed my eyes..and it really felt like a massage chair...but when i opened my eyes,i just cant help thinking n keep giggling..that those are fishes..not some machine...

tried the soft nibbling fishes for 10 whole mins..wanted more..but next time i'll try the strong nibbling ones...haha..like real..

small & cute

syaza also wanted to put her feet inside..

entertain her with rides too

while...

2009-01-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

while me @ 28 weeks...

CNY @ siloso

2009-01-28T11:53:00.005+08:00

lesson learnt!-never ever go to sentosa on CNY..the queue to sentosa;the bus & monorail queue were really outrageous!!

at last,we took a cab to enter sentosa,at least the traffic jam wasnt so bad..

reached siloso at ard 4pm...filled packed with the bangladeshis,myanmars,thailands..some even wore underpants n sarongs to swim...giler kape!!!lucky,i was preggie..so no chance to wear bikini..hahaha...

anyways,Syaza mati2 taknak kuar dari air...till her lips turned Blue..hmmmm...the water was so chilling,cos it was like 5 plus already,not much sun...n...ended the night ard 8 plus..

head to giant vivocity to grab the necessities

org lain main tanam2,dier pun nak

getting started

da tak geli ngan pasir

chasing waves

gong xi fa cai

2009-01-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

Free Graphics - MySpace/Xanga/Friendster

20-21.01.09

2009-01-22T10:20:00.003+08:00

i picked up this 'Japanese' gal n bring her home...

21.01.09-appt to KKH,had my scan n my ogt (oral glucose test),which i have to drink this glucose drink,which is sooo damn sweet...that i feel like vomiting..but the nurse told me,if i vomit,i failed the test an d have to retake it the next appt..

2 hours to wait..so i can pass the test,so meanwhile,had my scan first..

scan for baby's heart,spine,limbs,liver,bladder,stomach,brains & etc...and baby is healthy...n have to come back another 4 weeks...cos baby not moving as in moving ard my tummy so much..
results of the ogt will be known by 4 weeks...haizzz

me waiting..and the nauseous look

and the gender is ................
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still dont get it?? ..............................

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YEAY!

our weekend 16-18.01.09

2009-01-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

enuff damage done to hubby's account...and tired legs,backaches..

friday-journey to vivo..then ended the night at IMM..Syaza ketuk ayah num 1..hmmm

sat-got my hair done but left abit unhappy cos of the shhhooorrrtttt fringe...the hairdresse trimmed it too short...NABEH!!!mcm china gerl lak!and muker aku makin tembam!grocery shopping at the nearby supermarket..n punyer la bongok..da tahu nak belik byk brg,tak bawak trolley

sun-early morn 'exercise' to west mall & imm again....hubby got himself some shirts n working shoes & belt..syaza n me..got the necessary stuffs

n seriously i need my massage...very badly...

21.01.09,pls come soon..its very agonising,cos i will be alone,no one to accompany...and will there be more needles???????arrggghhhh...

posing her new hello kitty bag..which she insist must get..if not,more tantrums

new sneakers..and she runs faster with them..extremely fast,ok??!

the gamer

check out the bongok face!

3 more mths

2009-01-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

yes....baby's due date is 15 april 2009...hmm...Syaza also 15 leh..my wedding date also 25...n the date me n hubby 1st got together also 15...wah...so many 5...I like..my fave num also...

messy room to begin with...haizz..gotta clean up n rearrange here n there..XIAN...

leave syaza with mil ..date with ehemssss..later..haha..hubby la..saper lagik...

njoi ur saturday n sunday!

SAfe

2009-01-16T15:03:00.004+08:00

i have safely given birth to.............

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TWINS....
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with
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RICKY...

got my satisfaction..

2009-01-16T12:02:00.002+08:00

been craving for waffles for like forever...from gelare to wafflestown but andersen's was hubby's choice...i didn't mind at all cos as long as they serve waffles with ice cream...

thank god...imm was the nearest..so without any seconds wasted,the moment i enter imm..there it was...andersen la...ordered to our hearts' desire n left satisfied..but the waffles portion was indeed too little for me..merely enough to fill 1/4 of my satisfaction...but still left happy

thanks ayah...n sorry to make u wait...

can't wait for gelare pulak...hehe

click to the core

syaza's tiramisu

ayah's apple crumble

enjoy?

3 plates of temptations

crispy waffles with macadamia nut..yummy

she n her rides

happy n satisfied

KK again?12.01.09

2009-01-13T12:43:00.002+08:00

only 4 hours of sleep....n 9.00am is my appt...im late again..this time....syaza lak nak ikut...hmm..tak cukup tido n cranky...

waiting to be registered is shorter tis time...and scanning too...

scanning gender...too bad,baby covered with his/her legs...haiyah...y this time???hmmm,n hubby mmg taknak tahu gender..so i think mmg dier tak nak kasi tgk la kan..

blood pressure taken n weight=60.2kg...hehe...another 10 kg added..but failed my urine test!!

was told by midwife,'wah so much sugar in ur urine!'...i was like wondering,'huh?is it because i drank iced milo so early in the morning???'

consulted by the doctor that i have to do the full body scan for baby to check if baby growing normal..n have to fast overnight next week before coming to kk..to check urine again..so worrying..hubby warned abt having sweet stuffs..enough for now...tapi baby nak seh..

due date is 19 april 2009,and im 26 weeks preggie...

so nak tau gender ke taknak nie???

p/s: not in the mood to blog or talk..just wanna sleep n eat

Lyn's 25th-11.01.09

2009-01-13T11:53:00.008+08:00

First of all...SORRY anna...i forgot to tell u the change of venue...ok..tapi yang penting,kiter enjoy..walaupun kau marahkan aku..hehe

dinner at nydc was simply simple yet satisfying..and the dessert..brownie with ice cream very fulfilling..

karaoke session after so long,last was hubby's birthday...n afew round of drinks n cake for birthday gal..

ended the night quite early(for me)...happy,fun...n next is who's birthday(again)???hehe

menu at nydc,not much choices for food

the sick gal..poor ally

forgot abt ayah..after meeting bf

bride to be in 9 mths,mum of 2 in 3 mths

me n birthday gal

lyn's spaghetti

ayah's lamb shank

inah's baked rice with prawns

azri's red hot chilli pepper

mine-dory with cream sauce..nak lagik

full house

donate pls?

sorry anna..my bad!

start of the night

bullying bf

posing

camwhoring

without inah

lagik?

25 year old maiden

wif hubby

2009-01-10T16:30:00.002+08:00

nak boy,tak dpt...tapi ni boy jadi jadian...hehe..still can sit there after watching her ayah sitting on it too...kaypoh kia!!kalah kan org tue...but still not scared of falling also...still can pose n take picture ar...

saper babysit dier,satu hari je confirm,give up...haha

by the mean time...
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me being 'fat'....will know the gender sooonnnnnn.....

Bowling Night wit Shangri-La Staffs 05.01.09

2009-01-06T13:00:00.005+08:00

9.05pm,still enjoying the last episode of Little Nyonya,when hubby smsed me whether to join him n colleagues bowling at Leisure Park..ALAMAK!!!of all times,y TONITE!!!!!!damn it!but NVM...still can watch biler tgh siap2..haha...tapi tak concentrate!!INAH,bilang aku aper jadik??

but at last,managed to get out exactly at 10pm..nasib da mandik..aku nyer org suker SAVE AIR...tak kuar..tak mandik!!haha...

reached there 10.15pm,and saw this little tembam BABY..its SUZY's....he's so CUTE!!!!!!nak dukung,tap member tgh tido seh...takpela..

on the way to Leisure Park

hey bambam,he's IRFAN,welcum to the Shang Family..hehe

hmmm...Danish...guess who's?

he's so mentel,instead of salam,he touched my BOOBS ,ok..!!!

LIZA,ajar anak kau sikit ble suruh SALAM!bukan pegang TETEK!

as usual,posingla..

now who's the man???

yeah my ex colleague way back from 1998 and 2006..we go way back eh LIZA??

ni kes terserempak kat Leisure Parkla...

hot mommas n their precious

the bachelors n a daddy

till death,Insya Allah

LEPAKPATTANGGA.com

EMO

and we end the night with supper at newton....

full n happy n tired..

Secret Life of A......

2009-01-04T15:22:00.002+08:00

im sooooo hooked with this american TV series,called 'Secret Life of a American Teenager'....about a 15 year old teenager who is still in high school,had sex for only 2 seconds...yes...only 2 damn seconds,and didn't expect to get pregnant..

what is a girl to do???only 15,clueless,no nuts abt sex...n PREGNANT!?and the jerk who got her preggie was a TOTAL ASSHOLE n a PLAYER....the sweet talker mother fucker!!and then came along this decent guy who has all eyes on this preggie girl,(no,he doesn't know she's preggie)..suddenly confessed all his love to her...

then this christian gal who believes sex after marriage,was cheated by her christian bf who can't control his urges...BOYS will be BOYS...physical sex is a DEFINITE no for him...but he even suggested oral sex to his gf...*dream on*..so he confronted the *slut* in school and got his satisfaction...

this show really makes me teary n all...yeah yeah...aku cengeng..its a must watch for all TEENAGERS n PARENTS,and there's always OPTIONS besides ABORTION....cos IF my daughter ever comes home n tells me she's pregnant..i will be MAD of course,but i'll stand by her side no matter what...and telling her ABORTION is A NO!!even if we cant keep the baby,we can always have him/her for ADOPTION...

still have 4 more episodes to go...the ending will be so surprising..i cant wait...*still downloading at bittorent*

and more DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES....yeay!!!!

p/s:hubby got so pissed that i keep dlding my tv series..hehe

pics by rinah 31.12.08

2009-01-03T16:36:00.002+08:00

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31.12.08/01.01.09

2009-01-02T14:44:00.007+08:00

Fun,temperemental Syaza,the KIAMAT,TAUBAT,gossips,'high' and non drowzy...under one roof

Non stop laughter with the two brats,2 mums, n husband n wife to be...

Indeed a enjoyable last day of 2008 at Lyn's crib...but too bad,her hubby and mine weren't there to celebrate with us....haizzz..but still love them to BITS....

n VAIN Syaza taking pics of herself...

p/s:more pics to be uploaded

i LURV u too,TAUFIK...im a groupie but so what!!

3 mins before 01.01.09

these pics were taken by Syaza....kes majuk ngan aku,nangis,terus amik camera petik gambar sendrik...haizzz

kes baru abes nangis

30.12.08-Syaza & Erra's Playdate

2008-12-31T10:51:00.004+08:00

head our way to Jurong Point...OMG...it was huge n gigantic!!!!!saper nak g jalan satu mall tu!!dahla,perut aku tgh berat..jalan2 kat FAIRPRICE je,da penat,mcm nak continue jalan2 tempat lain..i think my new shopping mall to shop will be JP..haha...NOT...it will still b JB aka JOHOR BAHRU,ok????lagi puas hati..the food there is cheaper,ciggies,DVDs,n of cos SHOPPINGla...I miss CITY SQUARE...and after 2 hours of walking at JP(sekejapnyer?),duk Mc Cafe minum ICED Choco..while waiting for Kak Ida..to meet Erra ...rindu die..

so Anna,biler nak g JB...aku nak belik DVDs nie..nak jumpe mamat disc n gatal2...haha

and so will u guys spend ur last day of 2009???for me im not sure yet...maybe to Lyn's crib or vice versa....

n my new year resolution....to be a better LOVER...(cheh,mcm PAHAM!haha)....hope 2009 will be better than 2008,with all the mishaps that has happened...n wishing not to see the peeps that i hate during 2008,SERIOUSLY...

so happy celebrating...and DONT DRINK N DRIVE...

da mkn,lepaks ar

VOGUE

NUR ERRA FAIZURA

bz geng...

elephant pulak?

will know soon

2008-12-27T14:13:00.005+08:00

Spending my Christmas with loved ones was a great one indeed. The food,the kecohness,the gossips,the future ‘plans’,the ‘surprises’ and of course we end the night with a few round of card games.

And yes,the day has arrived…..hubby didn’t get his sleep so that he could easily wake up n he was the one who woke me up instead. Appointment time was 8.15am,and normally the bus ride will take less than 30 mins..but we waited for the damn for whole 45 mins…first it was the bus…ok…then we reached KK ard 8.35am…my num was 14,and the screen indicated num 3..OMG!!do I have to wait for another hour??…which was so true,I waited about 45 mins for the registration…hmmm…so the nurse took out my file which was bloody damn thick la kan…n started explaining that I was under the ‘subsidised scheme’,n I cant choose or request to see any specified doctor,and when the time has come for me to give birth,if there are no doctors,the available midwives or trainee doctors are the ones who will be attending to my labour…SIAK AR!! The first ceasarian when I had Syaza was REALLY enough for me,ok!!

I mean the system there is really getting COCKed up lah…scanning was the second part I have to wait another 45 mins…cant they just do it in one room..???see the doctor n the doctor can just scan it in the same room…I had that when I had Syaza…so me n hubby decided to have breakfast at McD,and went home without scanning…haha…then we just thought that we just scan at a private clinic..COSTLY but less time wasted..so I just called the KK hotline to cancel n kononyer reschedule my appt…so reached home n continued our beauty sleep…suddenly at 1pm,a nurse from KK called me and said that the doctor has been waiting for me..SIAK AR…kul 1 EH??????saper nak g layan tunggu kalo betul2 la tadi aku ngn lakik aku stay tadi eh!!????dgn selamber aku ckp..sorila..just now I got something on..so I have to rush home…

KUL 1 EH????takperla…..

so pics to lighten up my day...

duit tak seal pe??nanti kene raid baru tahu!!haha

little miss webbit

carebears freak

be original..

2008-12-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

well ive been browsing thru friends/enemies/artists' blogs...

n i find this particular blog very DISTURBING!!!!!

i have this friend who likes to blog almost about everything...her/his likes n dislikes,etc...but when i happen to read this pax's blog...she/he also blogs about the same thing/shit...hmmm...

to that particular PAX:pls la....u should have ur own topic abt blogging ok...i mean GET a LIFE,ok...haiyoh,i really find it DISTURBING!

My December

2008-12-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

Ok…friends n beloved…there will be a small gathering at my crib this coming christmas day, ok…..so Inah,Azri,Anna,Bai.Lyn n Dan,u guys MUST be available to make it…if not,putus pertalian saudara..haha KIDDING…i'll be looking forward for ur cake INAH...n Azri's PASTA...'baby nak mkn'.....hehe.....kalo dalcha takda...krg duer duk luar k...n the rest,bawakla aper yang patut k...chocolate ke waffles ke...BEN & JERRY's ke??

N Friday…will be the day…so wanna make a guess wether it’s a boy or gal???The peeps with the correct guess will get a prize……NOT!!!!!hahaa...

p.s:caught up with stupid dry cough...and so did Syaza..she was on the verge of getting well,ok!!DAMN...

ways to release the boredness

2008-12-22T16:07:00.003+08:00

trying out my new hp...hehe

mentelanszz

sakit2 pun kuar umah..heehee

19.12.08

2008-12-20T15:08:00.002+08:00

the best GRILLED CHIX BURGER EVER..with TANGY LEMON n SUPA PERI

only at BARCELOS

mentels as ever

ayah's drink,ibu's drink n Syaza's

with bf

sakit,cian die

2008-12-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

I barely had my beauty sleep today,cos baby gal is having high fever..wanted to bring her to a 24 hour clinic but,decided to bring her only at 8 am…

So the 3 of us headed to Mustafa Ctr,ingatkan nak ajak Syaza jalan2,jadik kurang la demam tu..aiksss sampai umah je demam naik balik..her fever was so high,that her body developed small bump like itchy mosquito bites…but the bumps keep developing on and off..and the neighbourhood doctor said that she had those itchy bumps cos her fever was very high…but now she’s ok liow…ALHAMDULLILAH..now having her rest after eating her brunch n medicine..nasib la budak ni suker mkn ubat..smuer ubat dier kater sweet..kene psycho dulu pasal takut nak mkn ubat..hehe

And now,I have to attend to her nice n patiently,budak sakit katerkan,tak kasih aper die nak,nanti meragam lebih2 lak

Jalan2 cari GOSSIP..hehe

2008-12-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

Since I’ve become a full time housewife…the only time I can have full attention on the PC when Syaza is having her nap..

So the sites that I usually visit are;-

1. My dear gfs’ blogs/friendster/multiply/facebook
2. Online shopping sites
3. Local artists’ blogs/facebook/multiply/friendster
4. Current hubby’s ex gfs’ blogs/friendster/facebook
5. My gfs’ rivals blogs/facebook

My sole main reason is;-

1.to kepo2 je…then gossip among my GFs la…aper lagik nak buat…tak paham2 lagik perangai pompuan..hehe

And the latest gossip is one of my Gf’s nyer ex bfnyer bapak menang TOTO…menang banyak sangat sampai tak tahu aper nak buat ngan duit tu…dier belanjer the whole sedare mare MAKAN…ishkk…KECOH kape…tapi ape ble kite ckp la kan..cos its antara bapak dier ngan tuhan ar..nak tahu bapak sape??tanyer jela…k..*evil laugh*

What/Where can i go/do/eat when im PREGNANT?

2008-12-15T14:48:00.002+08:00

Since hubby said that Bangkok is not in the list to go for a holiday,due to the chaos,which I think is still going on,so I suggested to go on a ………….

CRUISE!

Then I was thinking ,we can spent our 3rd year wedding anniversary also la..

But seriously,I totally forgot that im PREGNANT!!!by March 09,I’ll be like 7 mths preggie…and so,I have to give that CRUISE a MISS…DAMN…

Any ideas to go or do when ur wife is pregnant??

'Chucky's' Day Out-11/12/08

2008-12-15T13:34:00.003+08:00

I turn MEAN when people eats my food

2008-12-10T15:39:00.001+08:00

HELP!

I'm turning into ‘JOEY’ in Friends!
And if u don’t watch Friends,u are just so lost lah kan??

FYI,Joey is acted by Matt Le Blanc,and his character in the show is like he’s a HIMBO,like me,BIMBO,he’s so slow in picking up,eg when one of the friends was telling a joke,he will like laugh 2-3 minutes after the joke is over. He’s a charmer,despite that slow n dumb character of his,he’s good at sweet talking with of course,gals…

And he’s big EATER…and in one of his dates,he can only taste his date’s food BUT his date can’t TOUCH his food,and he will say this,’I DON’T SHARE FOOD!’. And I’m becoming like this part of the character…

BLUE or BULU?

2008-12-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

Well,like any other day,Syaza will wake up earlier than me..tido lambat pun bgn cepat..haiyah..n as usual..routine dier…kacau aku tido dgn bebelan dier..yang aku srg je yang paham..

After watching Sesame Street on Okto,dier akan kluarkan mainan n make a messin the living room…then suddenly MIL(mum in law) was teaching her colours..and of all colours,she said BLUE!Syaza pun ikut la…’BULU’…baik2 tgh tutup mater nak tido jap…aku ketawerla kan…MIL ingat aku ngigau …and there Syaza goes again ‘BULU’..(tgh type ni pun aku tgh geli hati,Syaza having her nap now..)

Nak hiburkan hati mak angkatnyer…aku kol la dier…n Syaza said ‘aunty eh?’.and I passed the phone to her..Anna was so blur that I make Syaza repeat the word continously..at last aku gak kene marah..’apela ajak anak kau tak senonoh?abeh suker??’ I mean she’s cute n adorable saying ‘BuLU’…haha..(still geli hati,ok?)

But don’t worry Anna,she can improve on the pronounciations k..
As Inah says,’biaserla anak IRZA’…FYI,I was known to be have the dirtiest mind among friends..haha..n I will not expect Syaza to follow suit…haha…INSYA ALLAH

Lapar selalu

2008-12-08T19:12:00.001+08:00

Anna,kalau kau ader cravings kan,aku pun ader, ok..hehe tapi takla seteruk kau…

List aku tak seberapa je..haha

1.Steak(of course la daging lembu atau kambing,kalo yang lain,ble try gak)

2.Gelare Waffles(tunggu Tuesday,cheaper cos its half price)

3.Roti Bakar(kedai kopi nyer mcm lagik sedap dari homemade)

4.Chocolates(any sorts asalkan biler part dlm mulut dier cair esp CHOCLAITS)

5.Korean Ramyun(beefy n spicy)

6.Ikan Cincaru sumbat(dipotong tengah n disumbat sambal n bakar) drroolzzz

7.n last but not least, MORE CHOCOLATES……

Ayah,u’ve been great since I was preggie sorry I mean better the best..fulfilling my cravings…n merepeks,temper,tantrum n membebels…hehe

And to GFs,FYI…this pregnancy is really not an easy one,not like Syaza,tak cerewet or mengidam byk kebende…haiyah…so endure with me..if im ever fickle or im not being myself eg.being a CRAPBAG..or utterly bising k..

Mkn n Bowling nite 30/11/08

2008-12-01T11:58:00.007+08:00

Never Enuf

2008-11-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

bgn pagi2,semater-mater nak tgk Barney..n Lyn...haha..kene pakse bgn pasal aku ajak die n Ally g tgk jugak kat IMM...

sampai je,aku queue for the photo taking session,tapi kene buat donation of $2,and admits 4 pax for the pic taking...da queue,terus duk depan2 ar nak tgk show dier..jgn ckp anak,MAK SYAZA pun excited tgk Barney n frens..terlonjat lonjat si Syaza..tgk dier joget pun da ble buat aku penat..

at last,photo taking was super di duper FUN!!haha..Adan jugak yang kene amik gambar...tapi ALLY pulak TAKUT..haizzz...kalo tahu ajak MAK ALLY lagik bagus!!haha

NJOIzzzz...

Syaza likes to be WET

2008-11-25T16:08:00.002+08:00

Love

2008-11-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

my 7.30pm's are never boring

2008-11-23T19:13:00.003+08:00

thanks SENSASI...now i have a new sinetron to watch...SUCI...after cinta fitri season 1 da abes...(now i watch season 2 online)even Syaza joins in to watch with me...yeay...dier nampak 'kakak' tu selalu nangis2 dier pun nak sekaki..muker step sedih..hehe..so cute!

and TAtv very the farnie oso..tapi saturdays je...

so kengkawan kalo nak ajak g lepak,tghari je lah aku layan krg eh..hehe...haha...tapi kalo ader mkn aku sanggup tgk repeat telecast nyer...haha

all gone

2008-11-23T15:34:00.003+08:00

hmmm...still craving for sirloin steak...lemak ketam da dpt...haha...n CHOCOLATES...thanks ANNA....hehe...lagi 1 bar..aku seal kat fridge pasal ader byk hantu pat umah...tak bapak,nanti anak nyer yang abes kan...

talking abt anak..Syaza...berak2 seh dari pagi semlm..kesian dier...kentut2 ..bau mcm kentut org tuer sark...aper lagik...aku mmg pantang kalo org kentut,bau...mak syam jugak kene marah ngan aku..padahal anak aku yang kentut..haizz...n now...aku tgh training Syaza..kalo nak 'pipis' (kencing),bilang ibu k...n she's such a darling...everytime nak kencing..mesti bilang..SYG SYAZA...tapi berak ader susah sikit...so kena pakai kan pampers...mlm tido pun same...aku raser dlm 4 kali dier berak in one day,cair pulak tu..haizz...kul 2 pagi tadi nangis,tak sedap bdn..then aku kasih mkn ubat,after vomiting n berak...terus tido balik...n now she's a bit better now..haiz...since da pandai bebual semuer nak tahu...everytime kalo aku marah dier..nanti dier menjawab 'ELEH'..tak naik darah dgr..baik marah terus dgr dier ckp gitu,kekek seh...haizz...but now she's beginning to learn she is gonna have a baby sis/bro...nak tido mesti cium perut aku...cute kan..tapi dier mmg takle nampak baby..ader je dier nak buat...cium ke ramas ke..semuer la dier nak bikin..haha...

si Syam lak...ilangkan hp aku..yang ader byk gambar Syaza time baby..haizzzz.....bingitss...nasib ader jugak simpan dlm CD...haiyah...da kes mabuk lah nie..g njoi ngan kwn2...hmmm..BINGITS babe...takpe yang penting dpt hp baru sudah...BLUEK...

30th Nov,jgn luper eh kwn2..NEWTON..aku akan dtg menggegar!haha

26 dec will be the day to know my baby gender...yeay...

Erra Faizura's 1st bday...

2008-11-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

Susuk

2008-10-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

well,watching SUSUK last thurs makes me wanna blog abt it...hmmm...

bender2 mcm ni mmg aderla...aku mmg percaye tapi kalo terlalu percaye pun org kater dosa...

reminds me when i was 17,when i helped out my uncle n wife selling nasi padang..when one fine morning ard 6am...we saw a pool of water infront of our stall...maner air ni dtg???kedai lain semuer kering seh..??so...my aunt decided to consult a pakcik to 'berubat'la...and i followed her..but this pakcik tak main asap2 or buah limau kasturi,airmater duyung or badak or watsoeverla..senangjer kejer dier...he gave us a small glass bottle,like minyak atar...and bacer some ayat...dier kater...every morning seblm bukak kedai...selawat 3 kali n sapu abit of the minyak depan kedai...kalo nak lagik mujarab pakai pat belakang telinger kononya mcm seri muker la...jadi org nampak kiter ader selera nak makan...

so me n aunt tried the potionla..alhamdulillah..business was better...tapi something did happen to me pasal seri muker ni lah

pakai utk jualan tapi aku dpt sangkut baper byk mat siak..haha..ader yang hencem aku layan la..yang tattoo siow aku tak layan..takut...haizz..tapiat last kawin gak ngan mat tattoo..haha

at last JUNAIDI jadi pilihan..the hencem n fair one which i previously featured..hmm...to me,he was a good catch..6 yrs older,kejer stable,ader krete,nice family n a loving guy tapi....haizzz KUAT CEMBURU siak...engaged after 6 mths of dating...n broke up after 1 n ahalf yr in engagement...hmmm...tapi biler pikir balik...when we were together..we rarely fight about minor things n he always listens to me...hmm...kalo la dier tahu aku pakai bender tu biler aku kenal2 ngan dier...wat will his reaction be??

my evil black secret...

So In Love With this SOng

2008-10-17T16:41:00.004+08:00

Sinaran mata cerita segalanya
duka lara terpendam memori semalam
tinggal segala cinta tiada kembalinya
abadi kasih kita kau bawa bersama

mimpi indah mekar saat cinta bersemi
sedetik asmara syurga selamanya
pergilah rinduku hilangkan dirimu
tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku

pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku

tersemat jiwa setia bersamanya
cinta murni berdua beribu tahunnya
mimpi indah mekar saat cinta bersemi
sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

pergilah rinduku hilangkan dirimu
tak sanggup menanggung derita di kalbuku
pergilah sayang bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku oh..

pergilah sayangku bermula semula
semangat cintaku membara kerana dia
tiada niatku maafkan daku
duhai kasih izinkan ku pergi

how we all go way back...

2008-10-14T15:25:00.003+08:00

the skinny,fat,ugly,gorgeous n jongang frens all gather

crazy peeps..

2008-10-11T18:54:00.001+08:00

Shasha,TAKMO jeles k

2008-10-10T15:47:00.003+08:00

tis pic was taken like after afew months i gave birth to Syaza in 2006...me,Anna n the rest were heading to MOS....and saw HIM,of COS>TAUFIK BATISAH la...

Shasha,jangan cemburu dong...

Syam's 24th 01/10/08

2008-10-07T17:10:00.005+08:00

so craving for this

2008-10-07T16:43:00.002+08:00

this choco drink is so chocolatey!!!!!!!macam maseh tersekat di tekak ini!!!only SEASONS at CITY SQUARE JB have tis...n RINAH's mum make the best DALCHA!!!!so craving for that tooo!!!haiyah....

damn

2008-10-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

lurv tis lashes but they can be a burden at times...

another day with LYNDAN n ALLY 06/10/08

2008-10-07T15:26:00.001+08:00

Eid Mubarak 2008

2008-10-07T15:14:00.006+08:00

Takdir Cinta - Rossa

2008-09-26T18:05:00.000+08:00

Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Kuyakin ada cinta ketulusan hati
Yang mengalir lembut

Penguasa alam
Tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh
Pada sumur dosa yang terkutuk
Dan menyesatkan cintaku

Andaikan ku bisa
Lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa

Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh tuhan kuburlah hatiku

Cinta Dalam Hati-Ungu

2008-09-26T17:55:00.000+08:00

Cinta Dalam Hati - Ungu

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Reff:
Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu
Hingga ujung waktuku

Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

LOST

2008-09-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

should i stay or should i leave everything behind?

SEPT happenings

2008-09-19T17:10:00.008+08:00

so sweet..

2008-09-19T17:10:00.005+08:00

ANNA...aku da bacer blog kau....n its so sweet...haha..nasib ader anak aku ble tolong2 distract kau eh....haha...pandai SYAZA....haha...aniwae....NJOIsssss tak????suker tak?????heheeee....tapi bday kau lagik happening dok...hehehe....okla...nanti aku upload pics k....

umur makin meningkat,so upgrade la diri sikit eh...hahaa...mcm paham aku nak nasihat org...ok...

ashley simpson

2008-09-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

is she really preggie???saw her on 2008 VMA just now..she so bulat n CUTE!!!haha...takper kakak nak carik pic preggie dier online kalo ader....paparazzi kater kan...hahaaa

away..

2008-09-14T16:19:00.003+08:00

so friends...i'll be away till 18th sept....cos its Syaza's 2nd birthday on th 15th..yeaaayyyy!!!!!

so dont miss me k...n i wanna share this with my loved ones...

and cant wait to know the gender....haha...cant imagine me handling 2 kids at one time...BZ sark...mulut aku conferm mcm makcik2....haha

y gals to be blame??

2008-09-10T14:40:00.002+08:00

me and hubby keep arguing abt this...sampai aku da malas nak jawab dier....haizzzz

last night,his colleague bluetooth PORN to him...and of cos...we watch together la...then this particular porn,is abt a gal who cried,while there's a dick in her pussy...i think she's being forced to being video recorded....i mean she looks so innocent n helpless..i really pity her....then i told hubby...that maybe she's being forced la...dgn selamber,dier jwb..'PADAN MUKER DIE!SAPER SURUH JADI SUNDAL SGT.?!?'biler dier ckp gituk je...aku malas lah nak jawab....aper!!!salah kiter ker mcm tu ,tgh nangis2 kene paksa main ker??maner kau tahu perasaan pompuan!!

kalo kiter pakai lawa2 n g party,sexy sikit je...ckp kiter pakai mcm sundal...that's wat hubby said kalo kiter g clubbing,kalo nampak minah2 pakai sexy...EH,DRG PUNYER PASAL LA...NAK PAKAI MCMNER PUN..DRG PAKAI PUN,DRG TAK MINTAK DUIT KAU UNTUK BELI BAJU2 TU SEMUER...mmg la..ader pakai mcm sundal..kalo mlm drg nak 'hook-up'...NOT ALL GALS are like that,they just dress up to impress k...not to jual badan...'POMPUAN SMUER SAMER LA',he said it again..mcm nak ganyah2 mulut ngan CILI PADI IJAU...kadang mulut lakik aku ni mcm pompuan ,ANNA n HAIRI jer la tahu...haizzz....senangnyer ckp,aku kawin ngan JUBOR AYAM...haha...dier kaki bebel,while im not reali the bebel type...

watever it is...kalo topic pasal pompuan,baik pompuan tu decent ke sundal,aku mesti tutup telinger aku siang2 seblm dier start...mmg da lali pun,tapi jelak dgr the same shit all over again...